comparison

I think I made too much comparisons,
compare India with Malaysia,
these for sure will include food, accommodation, water supply, electricity...
compare my awesome buddies with friends...

I should stop it,
cause it will disappoint me from time to time~~
I think I should give myself sometime to adapt to India,
and as well as spend more time with new friends,
our family background are too different that,
I feel tense up sometimes...
Why I become so impatient???
Why I become so un-talkactive???
Why am I do not behave like myself??
Why????

don't care...
don't care too much...
study first...
then, see how...
see how for tomorrow...
It is so tired to get too emotional....
I will sure mentally exhausted...
:(