Procracination

Procracination is the thief of time.

Calender is in front of me...

I tear it piece by piece...

Day after day,

I realise I waste a lot of time doing nonsence...

Sleeping, surfing the Internet, watching television, day dreaming, eating, shopping...

Damn it...

That is why I never have enough time to do my revision within 24 hours...

That is why I will forget 80% of what I have learnt everyday...

That's why I cannot pass my exam with flying colour...

I deserve it...

The less effort I put in, the worse my result will be...

I failed Biology...

My favourite subject...

Nobody can help me except myself...

I want to study but why I can't switch my study mode on easily?

Why the books I read always mesmerize me??

Something for someone

Recently,I feel tired...
Nothing can make me laugh or even smile...
I hate for being the one who has the responsibility to look after someone...
I hate for being blamed...
Why can't they put themselves in my shoe???
Why they like to ask me this and that???
Why the main character in the questions is not me yet I have to answer for him???
WHY should I suffer like this???
Am I making the wrong decision to stay with him??
I expect him will turn into new leave...
But,he always bring disapointments...
He always hurt my parents and me...
He is so selfish...He never try to change...
Luckily he is not staying with my parents...
At least,they don't hurt that much...

I really,really,really hope that he will realise he did a lot of mistakes...
Friends and girls are not his priority...
Regret never come first...
I can't wait for the day...
The day which he is going to be punished...
The day which can act as his turning point...
I don't want to loss him...
But...
PLEASE...
Change for yourself and for your family members...
We love you...
Kambateh!!!

累了,倦了,厌了

前世修来的福,今生就会享福;
前世造的孽,今世就得到报应;
我们不知道前世,
更不晓得今世的命运,
所以就顺着老天的安排,
努力,勇敢的创造自己的一片天空...
我们可以在自己的天空添加自己的色彩...
没有人能干涉...
天灰了,
就好好的下一场雨...


加油!!