comparison

I think I made too much comparisons,
compare India with Malaysia,
these for sure will include food, accommodation, water supply, electricity...
compare my awesome buddies with friends...

I should stop it,
cause it will disappoint me from time to time~~
I think I should give myself sometime to adapt to India,
and as well as spend more time with new friends,
our family background are too different that,
I feel tense up sometimes...
Why I become so impatient???
Why I become so un-talkactive???
Why am I do not behave like myself??
Why????

don't care...
don't care too much...
study first...
then, see how...
see how for tomorrow...
It is so tired to get too emotional....
I will sure mentally exhausted...
:(

xxxxxxx

I can understand you don't know me well~~
I can understand you still need time to understand me~~
But...
Don't you think that,
you should have some principles in life,
that is what you no need to understand,
cause you already knew since you were born.
Boys are not born to wait for girls,
as well as friends are not born to wait for friends,
you can do it for several times,
But please~~
don't you do it again and again...
I promise I will not let the others to wait for me,
Seriously,
cause it is annoying~~
=.=