Friday, April 8, 2011

some words for you :'(

I am down now....

I keep on questioning myself "Am I forgiven?"

I feel sorry if I didn't tell you I go to study.

But, if you never ask me, I will never tell you.

That is why I didn't tell you my decision.


After STPM, I went back to Debak and you stay in Kuching.

I tried to put effort to maintain our strong friendship bond.

I sent messages to you though sometimes you didn't reply me.

Have you ever notice you are not putting effort to make us closer?

You never send message to me and greet me first.

You never call me.

When we are outing, you are always missing.

I never blame you.

I still miss you.

I still love you.

You are still my dear.

You are still my friend.

TRUE FRIEND.

But not "True friends? nah."


But you are not sensitive enough,

you didn't notice I am hurt.

After you knew I am in KL,

you never response to my post outs in Facebook,

you tried so hard to make our conversation brief,

If that is what you want,

I will just accept it.

Accept it.


From the bottom in my heart,

you are my friend.

I hope that we can overcome this problem.

I believe that conflicts can enhance our bonding.



Love you so much! *hug*hug* :'(

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