xxxxxxx

I can understand you don't know me well~~
I can understand you still need time to understand me~~
But...
Don't you think that,
you should have some principles in life,
that is what you no need to understand,
cause you already knew since you were born.
Boys are not born to wait for girls,
as well as friends are not born to wait for friends,
you can do it for several times,
But please~~
don't you do it again and again...
I promise I will not let the others to wait for me,
Seriously,
cause it is annoying~~
=.= 

To my dearest friends:

I wish for you,
to have love all around,
your whole life long.

I wish for your days,
to be filled with laughter,
kind words and joyful songs.

I wish for you,
to have beautiful,
new things to happen
to you each new day.

I wish for you,
every choice to lead you,
to the most blessed way.

And I wish for you,
strength for the difficult times,
for courage to carry on and
grace to fulfill your dreams.

=)

Life in India

On the first day I entered class,
I read through the book,
I asked myself,
why do you choose to come here???
You should listen to your mum,
Just stay in Malaysia,
do whatever you like,
why should you go to India and suffer?

But... ...
after I thought for a while,
I am determined,
this is what I want,
I told myself,
This is not a wrong decision,
I am meant to be here.

=)

A message from Tay Haw Rong

Haw Rong

‎Felicia Chong!!!
*slap you!* what's in your mind now?!!
age does not gives a boundary or whatever shyt okay.
we've been together for 8 months, went through happy time, sorrow and even harsh time. this is what makes us together rite...?
we are a group of friend, and will remain to be.
dun you get emo everytime we quarrel okay. this is the way we are used to be dontchu think so? :)
be positive lahhhhhhhhh you. xx

I dun say this face to face coz we'll end up scolding nonsense for sure. :p

Bullshit

This is a group created for gossip in Facebook... ...
It is quite abondoned... ...
However, we talked a lot in this group... ...
maybe... ...
after 10 years, when I read the posts that I had written,
I will find some memories about this group again... ...
This group of people,
they taught me a lot,
Friends are like this... ....
"Ta Ma De!"
"F****!"
"Funny lah you!"
"Chicken!"
I will definitely miss you all when I leave Taylor's... ....
All of you are damn polite,
especially Tay Haw Rong and Sia Te Vi... ...
both of you are too real... ....
I like it,
no hesitation... ...
just be who you are... ...
make me feel very comfortable to be with you guys... ....
I no need to pretend,
Just be what I am,
I felt guilty recently,
cause I never revealed the truth about my age,
I think I should tell you people before we leave Taylor's College,
I don't want you guys to know my age from the others or simply guessing,
I revealed it myself... ....
and I am glad you guys don't mind... ....
: )
Thanks you, Tay Haw Rong~~
I quarreled the most with you,
but I feel happy to quarrel with you... ...
It is fun... ...

Once again, thanks you very much... ...
Tay Haw Rong,
Sia Te Vi,
Yap Shie Lin... ...
You are part of my life... ...
You will always be in my heart and mind... ...

When I am Here

When I am here,

I have no one to talk to,

When I am here,

I feel lonely,

When I am here,

I feel dissapointed,

When I am here,

I feel lifeless,

When I am here...

Here I am... ... ...

Age does matter,

I think different from the others,

Maybe this is why I always don't get along with the others easily... ...

A call

Heng Lun phoned me just now,
It makes me happy whenever he phones me,
He phones me,
means he still somehow needs me,
He told me that he is going to work at 100% store,
he is going to stay at laogu's house...
He is such a good brother to me,
we do not quarrel too often,
though quarrel,
he is always the one who will speak to me first...

I miss him somehow,
He would not have become like this,
if he was not born in this family,
Mum and dad are just too immature to raise kids,
I never blame them for anything...

Sometimes, I don't even feel warm and being loved by them,
But, I am glad to have them as my parents,
If they do not exist,
Felicia Chong is just nothing,
I am not going to exist in this world,
I am not going to become Heng Lun's sister.

Dear Heng Lun,
Don't worry,
che che is always there for you...
when you feel tired just come back and look for che che,
I know you need a listener,
I know you need a person to understand you,
No matter what happened to you,
you are always my brother,
I am glad to have you as my brother...
我们有难同当,
有福同享,
我不会离奇你...

p/s: I want to hug him so badly... :'(
wait for me to go back ya...
will buy you present...