凌晨一点，在赶着报告。但是思绪又不知道飘到哪儿...
心情又很复杂......
真的觉得自己是好朋友的绝缘体... ...
永远都不会找到一个... ...
因为太喜欢呼吸乱想了... ...
比较喜欢无忧无虑的生活... ...
当哪天我回头看看我在这儿写的一点一滴... ...
会不会发现我渐渐成长呢??
真的觉得我对朋友的占有欲太强了... ...
是时候保持距离, 毕竟这世上没有人会陪你一生一世... ...
很多时候, 埋怨完了, 很多事情还是要自己面对,所以我决定不再依赖人了... ...
这次的友谊即将是最后一段... ... 从此不会再让自己受伤了...

2015全新的我

我回来了。。。。

真的觉得用华语来表达自己比较贴切。。。

毕竟以后我还是这个部落格最忠实的读者。。。

更新我的部落格是我2015年想做的事。。。
想改变自己很多很多。。。
到了·医院真的体会到了生命是如此的短暂。。。

要瘦。。。
要找到生活中的另一办。。。
要旅行。。。
要 做个好医生。。。

假期

这次...真的厌倦了...面对着家庭的种种..兄弟的幼稚,父母亲的唠叨...逼得我无处可发泄...这里就是我唯一的管道...我开始体会到为什么别人家的小孩到了假期就喜欢去旅行....

comparison

I think I made too much comparisons,
compare India with Malaysia,
these for sure will include food, accommodation, water supply, electricity...
compare my awesome buddies with friends...

I should stop it,
cause it will disappoint me from time to time~~
I think I should give myself sometime to adapt to India,
and as well as spend more time with new friends,
our family background are too different that,
I feel tense up sometimes...
Why I become so impatient???
Why I become so un-talkactive???
Why am I do not behave like myself??
Why????

don't care...
don't care too much...
study first...
then, see how...
see how for tomorrow...
It is so tired to get too emotional....
I will sure mentally exhausted...
:(

xxxxxxx

I can understand you don't know me well~~
I can understand you still need time to understand me~~
But...
Don't you think that,
you should have some principles in life,
that is what you no need to understand,
cause you already knew since you were born.
Boys are not born to wait for girls,
as well as friends are not born to wait for friends,
you can do it for several times,
But please~~
don't you do it again and again...
I promise I will not let the others to wait for me,
Seriously,
cause it is annoying~~
=.= 

To my dearest friends:

I wish for you,
to have love all around,
your whole life long.

I wish for your days,
to be filled with laughter,
kind words and joyful songs.

I wish for you,
to have beautiful,
new things to happen
to you each new day.

I wish for you,
every choice to lead you,
to the most blessed way.

And I wish for you,
strength for the difficult times,
for courage to carry on and
grace to fulfill your dreams.

=)

Life in India

On the first day I entered class,
I read through the book,
I asked myself,
why do you choose to come here???
You should listen to your mum,
Just stay in Malaysia,
do whatever you like,
why should you go to India and suffer?

But... ...
after I thought for a while,
I am determined,
this is what I want,
I told myself,
This is not a wrong decision,
I am meant to be here.

=)