Holiday!!! I hate it more than i like it~~~

Like it~~
Because I can go back to Debak~~
Because I can spend my precious time with my family~~
Because I can stay away from school~~
Because I can do whatever I like to you~~

Hate it~~
Because I feel unoccupy~~
Because I always do nothing~~
Because I can't hang out with friends~~
Because I can't wake up late~~


p/s : love my HoMe SwEeT HoMe
: Enjoy my holiday~~

"What goes around comes around"

Last year,

I did something to a friend of mine,

I hurt her by not considered about her feeling,

I don't know how it hurts....

Now, I realised and understand how it hurts,

when the one you really care for somehow do not care much about you,

I am an idiot,

cause I used to be driven by my emotions....

I am so emotional,

I am so selfish,

I always hope for something but I never work hard to achieve....

Selfishness will spoil everything,

even relationship...

I should be more generous,

I am trying to learn how to give,

hope that it is not too late....

Sorry for the one I hurt,

I am trying very hard to care about you and also people around me,

I don't want bad incidences to reoccur...

p/s : fRiEnDshIp fORevEr~~~~

STPM 2010

82 days to go!!
Have I finish studying Chemistry?
Not yet..... 3 books wor~~~

Have I finish studying Biology?
Not yet..... too detail~~~

Have I finish studying Mathematics T?
Not yet..... not doing enough exercise~~~

Have I finish studying Pengajian Am?
Not yet..... too general~~~

Why I can't hold to my promises??
I promised myself to finish the workbooks since i never did it before when I was in primary school and secondary school...
I promised to finish reading the coursebooks but i never...

Chance will never knock our door twice...
Why I always ignore and break my promises??
Why is it so easy to ask people to study hard and smart but I never do it??
Actually, I do not have the right to tell others to do this and that cause I do not pratice it...

I will only sit for STPM once in my life time,
I am determined...
I want to hold to my promises...
I believe I can do it!!

: ) : ) : ) : )
p/s : Never too late to give myself a try...

友情的定意

朋友是最了解我们的人吗??
朋友很多就代表我们很成功吗??

朋友不一定是最了解我们的人......
朋友的数量不能决定一个人成功与否......

朋友可以陪我们吃喝玩乐,
可以陪我们说三道四,
但是他们能陪我们哭哭涕涕,不说我们的闲话吗?

一声温暖的问候..."你今天好吗?"
能拉进朋友间的距离.....

但是切记朋友的心是很脆弱的~~~
如果不照顾好,他们很容易受伤,很容易哭泣~~~

p/s: 珍惜现在所拥有的,经营好好自各儿的友情~~~
不要等错过了才想挽回~~~
友情万岁!!!!!
= )

Procracination

Procracination is the thief of time.

Calender is in front of me...

I tear it piece by piece...

Day after day,

I realise I waste a lot of time doing nonsence...

Sleeping, surfing the Internet, watching television, day dreaming, eating, shopping...

Damn it...

That is why I never have enough time to do my revision within 24 hours...

That is why I will forget 80% of what I have learnt everyday...

That's why I cannot pass my exam with flying colour...

I deserve it...

The less effort I put in, the worse my result will be...

I failed Biology...

My favourite subject...

Nobody can help me except myself...

I want to study but why I can't switch my study mode on easily?

Why the books I read always mesmerize me??

Something for someone

Recently,I feel tired...
Nothing can make me laugh or even smile...
I hate for being the one who has the responsibility to look after someone...
I hate for being blamed...
Why can't they put themselves in my shoe???
Why they like to ask me this and that???
Why the main character in the questions is not me yet I have to answer for him???
WHY should I suffer like this???
Am I making the wrong decision to stay with him??
I expect him will turn into new leave...
But,he always bring disapointments...
He always hurt my parents and me...
He is so selfish...He never try to change...
Luckily he is not staying with my parents...
At least,they don't hurt that much...

I really,really,really hope that he will realise he did a lot of mistakes...
Friends and girls are not his priority...
Regret never come first...
I can't wait for the day...
The day which he is going to be punished...
The day which can act as his turning point...
I don't want to loss him...
But...
PLEASE...
Change for yourself and for your family members...
We love you...
Kambateh!!!

累了,倦了,厌了

前世修来的福,今生就会享福;
前世造的孽,今世就得到报应;
我们不知道前世,
更不晓得今世的命运,
所以就顺着老天的安排,
努力,勇敢的创造自己的一片天空...
我们可以在自己的天空添加自己的色彩...
没有人能干涉...
天灰了,
就好好的下一场雨...


加油!!