Afternoon mare!!

I dreamt about he passed away just now~~
It was so scary~~
I woke up and sat there and cried~~
oh my goodness~~
:'(

some words for you :'(

I am down now....

I keep on questioning myself "Am I forgiven?"

I feel sorry if I didn't tell you I go to study.

But, if you never ask me, I will never tell you.

That is why I didn't tell you my decision.

After STPM, I went back to Debak and you stay in Kuching.

I tried to put effort to maintain our strong friendship bond.

I sent messages to you though sometimes you didn't reply me.

Have you ever notice you are not putting effort to make us closer?

You never send message to me and greet me first.

You never call me.

When we are outing, you are always missing.

I never blame you.

I still miss you.

I still love you.

You are still my dear.

You are still my friend.

TRUE FRIEND.

But not "True friends? nah."

But you are not sensitive enough,

you didn't notice I am hurt.

After you knew I am in KL,

you never response to my post outs in Facebook,

you tried so hard to make our conversation brief,

If that is what you want,

I will just accept it.

Accept it.

From the bottom in my heart,

you are my friend.

I hope that we can overcome this problem.

I believe that conflicts can enhance our bonding.

Love you so much! *hug*hug* :'(

Hard Time in My Life

"What should I do now?"

"Have I make the right decision?"

I keep on asking myself.

Actually there is no right or wrong in making decision.

Indecision becomes decision with time.

Time will tell.

Good decisions come from experience,

and experiences come from bad decisions.

MUET test tomorrow !!

Time flies,
I am going to sit for MUET test tomorrow...
aggravate,
scourge,
breadwinner,
frown upon,
eradicate...
these are vocabularies I have just learnt...

Is it too late??

Simple yet sensitive

I spent 5 days and 4 nights wisely...
Stayed overnight at piglet's house...
My routine were study, eat and sleep...
Enjoyed it very much~~

One day, a friend of mine drove me to tuition,
he threw me a simple question,
"Why always you?"
A simple question can hurt me so much...
I hate myself for being too sensitive...

"Hey, girl...
That is just a simple question...
Don't think too much"...
I told myself...

But I kept on questioning myself,
"Is he worth it?"

A friend who really cares about my feeling will not ask me question as simple as that...
A question that I don't know how to answer and yet I don't even want to answer...

The moral value of the story is,
Get your nerve to become broader,
so that you will be less sensitive...
don't care about that simple question,
and treat him as ordinary friend...
No matter this is fake or true friendship...

p/s : Empty my mind and smile, let thing goes...